Night and day the cleaners
scour the city. There are water cleansing machines and gully suckers. At
random intervals sirens wail or a screeching ambulance passes with lights
flashing. Perhaps with a dying victim of heart attack, stabbing or road
crash. A pall of orange smoke sometimes diffuses itself over a working
class district. Heavy chemicals lace the air. Scavengers try to beat the
cleaners to the garbage tied up in polythene waste bags. Tons of such bags
are distributed everywhere. In the old days we had reusable tubs or filled
up used cardboard boxes. We could roam the streets looking in at the rooms
of the wealthy frequently exposed and open to observation, illuminated
by the yellow glow of middle class lamp shading. But these days the curtains
are firmly drawn. No-one wants to be seen as the crime wave soars. old
people never go out, except for essential daylight shopping and by this
method have reduced the crime statistics surrounding them. There are underpasses
where human derelicts measure out their lives in beer cans bought with
money cadged from passers-by. The policy here is to let them be. No use
increasing the rioters numbers by preventing them from blunting the harsh
reality of life under those awful orange street lamps in the damp and cold,
or the sweaty heat of summer afternoons, with a few cans of beer.
These days they are
holding more and more festivals. Every section of the city has a stall
day with very loud music, civicly assertive and down right brash. They
include military personnel on occasions and the big festival has a parade
which draws on military equipment after a war.
It was into this environment
that rebels introduced a dream machine . . .
The inventor's name
is lost in the mists of time (actually Brion Gysin) . Using a series of
flickering coloured lights in suitably modified cardboard it was discovered
that hallucinations could be obtained without significant effort. No need
to risk imprisonment or fine through the use of some proscribed narcotic,
no need to fast, go on fruit diets for several days or to do chanting,
deep breathing or visualisation practices. A minor expense from the revolving
motor of an obsolete record player coloured tissue papers covering slits
in cardboard and internally lit, by the light from even a suspended candle
could provide the hallucinatory patterns. Make sure comrade reader that
thou leavest adequate ventilation for thy candle. We most strongly advise
against setting afire one's precious abode. Harder and harder to find these
days. Some had devised a hand turned wheel.
The 'Quicker Saver'
shops sell irradiated foods and frozen fruit. The fruit turns pithy or
blackens.
No doubt about it,
if one's a puritan would be world conqueror several days on fruit is of
course more elevating than the dream machine. The taste of fruit is presumably
more like the nectar of heaven. Living without starch - bread, oats, potatoes,
rice - can be very disheartening; but there are times when the craving
ceases. Moments when one feels one could abandon all - food, sex, possessions.
At such times the training seems worthwhile and who knows perhaps it is
a key that enables one to circumvent the lower astral, the area where desires
are reflected in grotesque forms. Work and abstinence, responsibility and
rectification, the terms of the true mason. Like alchemy however the process
may be a long one.
A grey fog swirled
around the black spires and factory chimneys. poor sweeps and cleaners
passed shadow-like between rows of dimly lit overcrowded dwellings, and
out on the brink, on the scorched lands of Drew men felt their famine drained
bodies and minds flickering like mirages of the burning sands.
A dull ache in the
region of the right kidney. Could be congestion, deposits, the aftermath
of alcohol or protein dysfunction.
I turned to where
you stood twenty-five years ago and your arm, in memory, hardly raised
in recognition. A stiffened arm rejecting affection. I could be you, you
could be me, a different time, a different place.
The Quicker Saver
store doesn't sell any fine assam tea or better Chardonnay and someone
tells me Quicker Saver are poised to take over even the cleansing department.
Government bonds compete
in the market place and more taxes will after all be raised from the general
population. The crisis will affect strata so far untroubled by the slump
- new rows of terraced lower middle houses will come under scrutiny. For
sale notices flap in the wind. Today they are made of a new flexy material.
When, my son, you
have understood the complexities you will begin to sympathise. Taken as
a whole society is more complex than a novel by Aldous Huxley or even James
Joyce.
"I like Dedalus myself.
He brings an air of sanctimonious sincerity to his doubts. His scholarly
learning enlivens the text like so many characters in Huxley. But yet always,
how shall we say, there is one supreme scholar on the verge of the truly
mystical realisation. The authors themselves are no doubt that man."
He had created a sort
of vestibule. The air was of the ecclesiastical. He had evoked it and I
saw that as a tremendous achievement and yet his motive was to undermine.
He had made a hurdy-gurdy out of religious paraphernalia.
And from a female
womb comes the 'Son of Man'. In the name of the Father, the Mother, the
Son and the Daughter, so let it be.
In the ante-chamber
by the dim light of candles tourists view all kinds of perverse acts in
seaside flicker machines. Pagans suggestively play with wooden phalli,
even the males. And my friends allow me to tell you these scenes are as
nothing compared with the brutalities of war, the bayoneting, the slit
abdomen, the severed limbs of the Somme, the tortures of Nanking.
Are these massive
breasts real I wonder? Even in the early morning there is the hum of diesel
engines.
One day's fasting,
one day lived in quietude is the beginning of emancipation. The world becomes
a dream from which the dreamer slowly awakens. Little by little the points
of intersection will fall away, the old habits be seen for what they are.
The bottle of choice wine remained unopened. How long it had been there
the undertakers could not say.
"On other days I feasted
like a king, For such is the nature of this world."
Parts of the city
are experimental. One is called Needle Park, another Fisneyland. But the
travelers in converted buses are being moved from dump to dump, no-one
can make any money out of them. The boys who deal in the hard stuff can
pay off the elite, or rather those who make the elite possible.
I moved from one novel
to another and in one I found the Elite Coffee Bar. Its inhabitants wore
white shirts that glowed under ultra violet and they consume highly synthetic
'designer' drugs at considerable expense. They drive cars which give off
awful synthetic music at the noticeable volume. The intention of the occupants
is to say we go to expensive raves and use new, 'class' drugs. We are the
new class of successful mods and we owe it all to the decisive policies
of the latest right wing government, 'so up yours plebped' . These and
such like are the current terms in use at Cafe Elite.
Some kids paused at
the derelict building under an orange street light and threw stones at
the delapidated windows and here I echo Huxley's ironic use of the words
. . . "of such is the Kingdom of Heaven".
A great stone head
lay on its side beneath the Ziggurat and ancient tower where the gods of
nature and the sky gods were worshipped or placated. Some poor souls ate
earth, others grass before they succumbed. One day I would learn the meaning
of craving for bread or a baked potato. Hunger accentuates the senses.
Food smells overwhelming, a plain cooked runner bean as good as any luxury
food. And yet they pay farmers not to grow food in the United Processing
Community of twelve nations. Surely it would be possible to pay farmers
to grow surplus food for the famine regions of Drew. "Alas my son money
is the measure of man's alienation. If you have nothing to sell at incredibly
low prices which ran then be resold elsewhere at incredibly high prices,
you will never be able to import enough food to set aside for drought."
Blessed are the destitute
who turn to God, for in their demise they shall ascend to Heaven at the
right hand of the Patriarch.
And beside Him were
crucified two thieves. Of these one repented. Christ died relatively quickly
but what happened to the others no-one can say. Only that one ascended
to Paradise to be with our Lord.
Though these be but
stories great truth lies behind such legends and myths. The goal of 'world
conquering', '0 Thou of Noble Birth' is laid before thee in symbolic terms
by parable, hermetic and cabalistic subtleties. 'Seek and ye shall find,
Knock and it shall be opened unto you.' Beware the trappings of excess.
'Know Thyself' is written above the Temple Door.
"Raw juice therapy
can dissolve out some of the deposits."
The Door of Excess
leads to the Therapeutic Sanatorium and
frequently requires the
Labours of Rectification. Be glad oh my
son that Allah is Indeed
Merciful.
I was at the end of
a fifth day of a fruit diet which included bananas, some vegetables and
avocado pears plus honey and molasses. Even with these foods, craving for
starch develops very strongly.
I looked along the
deserted blocks of offices and dormitories. The roadway was overgrown with
weeds. The architecture classic thirties administrative buildings . . .
might as well have been looking along an avenue at Auschwitz? It was from
this and other such frontline airfields that Lancaster bombers were sent
to places like Dresden to roast human beings alive!
"Monboddo was a naive
do-gooder by all appearances. His speeches of utopian merit kept him in
the inner circle because of their universal appeal to the ersatz emancipation
of the masses. Sludden on the other hand was a semi-genteel manipulator
who had risen from a social strata one step above Docklands. His brash
manner and manipulative power made it easy for him to progress in the hierarchy.
Lanark alias Thaw, a vaguely authorish type of intellectual expired in
a Kafkaesque-like ploy whilst trying to rid society of loud-mouthed troublemakers,
without himself having even a Marxist or Liberal Democrat pedigree. Hell
purgatory, and a limp utopia, beyond functional realisation are all he
had to offer. Cabaret style insights cannot do much more than act as safety
valves for the mildly critical middle-class waverer."
"That is all very
well McAber but you're missing some of the finest elements of a humanitarian
critique aren't you?" said the friendly Quelf.
"Perhaps," admitted
McAber pulling up his collar against the sudden chill of the frigidair
section of the supermarket.
The connection between
high heels and concentration camps, it was pointed out to me by Jools,
is 'restriction of movement'. High heels weren't made for walking.
"Most human moves
are predictable. The pagan broom symbolises the cleansing process. (Clean
up your moves citizens.) That predictable afternoon stroll down the High
Street could be turned into a noctambulist walk, more desirable than somnambulism
at least."
"Perhaps also predictable,"
countered Quelf surveying dirty seaside postcards from the corner of his
eye.
The phosphorus plant
blew up today as a result of an underground gas build up. Reports of casualties
are as yet unconfirmable. The number to ring is 335 8890. Willoughby was
retrieved suffering from shock, his pockets filled with in the circumstances
excusably filched cigars.
"Everyone is a mutation,"
he explained over coffee. "It cannot but be as the genetic code is mutation
par excellence. The wings of a dragon-fly or even mosquito are in evolutionary
terms connected to the wings of an angel, in concept at least."
"Let us plant trees
in a replica of Stonehenge." The table-talk had turned to other matters.
"Rub the button",
a slogan that emerged as from a dream. The contemplative and solitary ape
sooner or later finds the sex glands and starts to rub. The final ape has
a different button in his hands, the nuclear trigger. Dare I postulate
that surpressed sexuality is explosive?
"As Nietzsche said
man is something that must be overcome."
"Even as progenitor?"
put in Quelf.
"Most probably."
"And you say the aids
virus is copyright . . or is it patented?"
"The patented virus
even down to its individual Pasteurised genetic imprint has been filched
by the U.S.A.! Virus can be traced to their laboratory of origin by genetic
finger printing. Virus batches are a bit like human beings in this respect.
Almost unique individuals, like human beings. The French isolated some
and the Americans appropriated them." (The Americans eventually won the
patent rights, the allegations having been successfully refuted.)
(The Dream Machine was partly
inspired by 'Lanark' the fantastic novel of Alasdair Gray)